ar...arrh!!
for the past few days when i had just taken mo o lvls results ..
i was terribliy sad ....and feeing lost ...
not wanting to face my results cos is really s***
"i had worked so hard and yet this is wat i get ...??"
i feel like giving up ..where can i go ..?wat if there is no courses tat i like ??
lotsa of qns .....
can i got into courses that i like.??
y so mani of them didi so well .?why i did so badly ...
i feel like it was the end for me...

the moment i get the results ..i was motionless,,,..slowly i felt so unhappy and dejected ..
i held my tears.not allowing it to fall down ..haha
"pls don cry ...don cry in front of so mani pple...""
and i think i did it ..hahax

when i reach home ...i just wan to be alone in my room ...
just don fell like saying anythings to my mum,,,...
when i finally cool down i tot her my results ..she comforted me ...and then she didnt said anythings ..she gave me some space to ..stay calm ...
i think she knews i had gave in my very best ler...


So after thinking a few days ....now i am better ...not feeling down ..hahas
not as sad anymore ...
i talk and persuade myself not to be so pessimistic... there will a be a "solution" for this ...
"when a door os closing ,another door is opening ..is my job to find that door...
accept everything ..find a way to balance this uncertainty .."

yesterday i just submitted my choices ...to me these all choices are very important ..i will affect my life ..in future //..
therefore making a wise choice is rather important .

thats all ...congrats to those who had did well for o .lvls..especially to my class 4e3, and to my friends- those who i had mix around with :connie ,wanyin!!
as for me ..best wishes to my self ..hope that i can get to my ideal course ..=)


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